Madame has gone.

Well, Madame has gone after her short stay over the weekend on her way to her meetings in Belgium.
I have to say Sunday was the worst I have felt about the split and divorce in all the months since she first left.
I had hoped she might have softened a bit towards coming home and when I realised she isn't as close to doing it as I imagined all the emotion came flooding in and the thought that we may never get back together hit me full on.
It was a tough day.
Today is a new day however. I have to pick myself up and start again, still hoping for a reconciliation but knowing it will not be as soon as I would have liked, if at all.
TTFN