I must...

...stop hankering for that which I can't have and make the best of that which I do.
I have a job, a roof over my head, enough money to get by on, friends (albeit far away and dispersed) who care about me and reasonable health (although I need to lose some weight) so I am much better placed in life than many people and I really should appreciate all this and stop 'wishing I was happy'. I have nothing to be unhappy about when you look at the great scheme of things.
So, I must live my life and realise that what has to be will be and just get on with it.

I hope that anyone else with a similar mindset to mine can take this on and do the same.

Love and Peace x.  ttfn